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06 November 2025

I feel you here, and it keeps me sane…

Written by Darian
Acceptance – that is the end goal. We blew through denial, anger, and bargaining pretty quickly, and firmly planted out asses in depression. It will take more time, but we will get there. We keep noticing the little things...
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05 November 2025

This hole in my heart can’t be filled with the things I do…

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It still feels so surreal. I’ve been trying to keep myself preoccupied with different things, but it isn’t working. We keep noticing the little absences from our life – even the annoying ones – that bring everything to the...
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04 November 2025

Lonely people, empty rooms…

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We said goodby to one of our furry family members yesterday. While we had other things planned for our run to the city, all we really could manage to get through was going to the pet crematory and coming...
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03 November 2025

Like a scream but sort of silent, living off my nightmares…

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Our cat, Maynard, died yesterday. There was no long illness or anything – he was his usual self in the morning, bugging us to hurry up and start our day so he could have his wet food. He never...
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31 October 2025

A locomotion mind, love American style…

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I’m still not really up for much of anything, and frankly, I’m a bit surprised as to how much this is affecting me. I mean it is expected to feel something when someone close to you dies, but in...
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30 October 2025

A soul set free to fly…

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I didn’t do much of anything yesterday and ended up just curled up on the couch listening to Queensrÿche until I decided to play. So that’s about all I did yesterday – listen to and play Queensrÿche. I did...
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29 October 2025

There’s more to life than what we have known…

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I had thoughts on topics I planned to write about today, but during my “contemplation time” I got a call – my cousin died this morning. Needless to say, that changed things. He was the closest I had to...
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28 October 2025

I’ve got two tickets to Iron Maiden, baby…

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…actually, I have 4. Tickets for the US leg of the tour went on sale today for fan club members, so I scooped up 4 tickets to the show in Los Angeles. I’m not too keen on a trip...
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27 October 2025

Given the situation of info saturation…

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Not a lot on my mind today – other than the need to finalize our travel plans. The Amtrak discount runs through this week so we need to get things finalized and decided within the next few days. In...
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24 October 2025

Take my hand, I’ll lead you to the promised land…

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w c333333333333333333333333333333aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dddddddddddddd ffgggggggggggggggg z44444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444 44444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444433333333333333333333333333333333333333w Today’s guest introduction by Maynard, who really wanted attention and to be on my lap when I sat down to begin. I got the wasp bait finished and outside – and wasps were...
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