{"id":1272,"date":"2025-09-30T17:30:55","date_gmt":"2025-09-30T23:30:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cultofdarian.com\/blog\/?p=1272"},"modified":"2025-09-30T17:30:59","modified_gmt":"2025-09-30T23:30:59","slug":"feeling-threatened-we-reflect-your-hopes-and-fears","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cultofdarian.com\/blog\/2025\/09\/30\/feeling-threatened-we-reflect-your-hopes-and-fears\/","title":{"rendered":"Feeling threatened? We reflect your hopes and fears&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Welcome new visitors! Yesterday I was informed that an individual on the state affiliate board had been digging into me, found this site, and has been contacting people about it. Thank you, I guess? He&#8217;s now told more people about this site than I have. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When I first joined the party, I had two different individuals tell me they believe he is gay, but why would I care about who someone else loves, so I gave it no thought. Yesterday in a conversation while openly pondering his obsession with me, they too indicated that it was believed he is gay and maybe he has a crush on me. It&#8217;s okay little man, I know you&#8217;re obsessed with me, but I hate to break it to you &#8211; I&#8217;m straight and married (besides. I&#8217;d never go for an insecure bald guy even if I was gay). It&#8217;s 2025, come out of the closet, no one will care.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I also had another member write a lengthy comment but I won&#8217;t be approving it. If he wants more details about the pending lawsuit and information the whistleblower claims to have, he can ask them when\/if they reveal themselves. This is not a &#8220;Libertarian Blog&#8221; nor is it a site to debate the pros and cons of petty authoritarians in administrative positions with no <em>real<\/em> power believing they are kingmakers. This site is for me and whatever the fuck I want to write about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So anyhow, now that the PSA is out of the way&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I finished going through the boxes of books to research and price, and while there are a handful that I will need to do more research on, that part of the project is done. I knew I owned a lot of rare and\/or valuable books, but I didn&#8217;t quite realize the extent. When I would go scouting, I&#8217;d grab anything that looked like an unusual title or private a publication. One of the books I picked up for a buck at a thrift store seems exceedingly rare and the lowest price I found for it was $950. That was one I had in my personal collection, but I have no particular affinity for it (though it does have one of the more interesting covers in my collection &#8211; what caught my attention in the first place) so I&#8217;ll likely be adding that to my stack to sell.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Going through all the books to sell got me thinking about my personal collection, and the books I am still looking to acquire. I&#8217;ve long collected copies of Ray Bradbury&#8217;s <em>&#8220;Fahrenheit 451&#8221;<\/em> and have numerous editions including the true first 35\u00a2 Ballantine paperback. I still need a copy of Galaxy Science Fiction from February 1951 which has <em>&#8220;The Fireman,&#8221;<\/em> the predecessor short story to the novella. My holy grail, however, is the limited asbestos edition that had only 200 copies released. The current lowest price I have found for it is $18k though I did have an opportunity to pick up a copy for $14k a few years ago (we were preparing to buy our property at the time and that was a battle I had no desire to fight). Years back I had a chance to pick up a copy for just $8k, but it was quite damaged as the original owner (as the story went, a pre-teen) tested the reputation of the asbestos and tried to set it on fire. It was covered in scorch marks and the cover had become detached, but I couldn&#8217;t justify buying it in that poor condition.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Years ago, when I was a member of a book collectors club that issued small limited run book reprints, we tossed an idea around of releasing a 50th Anniversary edition bound in Nomex, but unfortunately that never came to fruition. I would have loved being a part of the team that put that together and released one of my favorite books ever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Continuing with the book immersion, I also ended up ordering several more to fill in some spots. While researching a book, I stumbled on a listing from a bookstore we visited on our trip to Denver and I ended up going through their online inventory. When we visited the physical location, I was impressed by their collection of esoteric topics and we purchased several books (I also managed to snag a signed first edition copy of <em>Foucault&#8217;s Pendulum<\/em> at a shop across the street). I ended up buying three more books from them &#8211; two I didn&#8217;t have and had been meaning to add to my collection, and a 3\/4 leather bound copy of a book I already have. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Books have always been a part of my life &#8211; as a kid, my mother would take me to a nearby bookstore and I would visit often, even biking there on my own once I was old enough &#8211; and it is one of the things that my wife and I bonded over when we first met. On our first date (that I didn&#8217;t realize was a date) she made herself comfortable in front of my bookshelf and spent a couple hours going through my collection as I sat on a nearby couch chatting with her (and that was just one bookcase worth of books &#8211; we have seven filled to the brim right now and many more still boxed up). I have often joked that she only married me for my books and cats, but she kept me past the warranty so she&#8217;s stuck with me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anyhow, now that the pricing and research is (mostly) done, I need to set up our light box and take photos of each as well as build a new website&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Interesting Tidbits<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p> Song of the day: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=mJ5dA8S6NN8\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\" title=\"\">Voices<\/a> by <a href=\"https:\/\/dreamtheater.net\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\" title=\"\">Dream Theater<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I think we are going to go to New York to experience this: &#8220;\u2018<a href=\"https:\/\/www.thedailybeast.com\/obsessed\/masquerade-phantom-of-the-opera-like-youve-never-experienced-before\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\" title=\"\">Masquerade\u2019: \u2018Phantom of the Opera\u2019 Like You\u2019ve Never Experienced Before<\/a>&#8221; &#8211; &#8220;The swanky immersive staging of &#8216;Masquerade&#8217; brings you face to face with the man in the mask\u2014and his booming, beautiful singing voice.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.popularmechanics.com\/science\/health\/a68133877\/human-minds-slow-time-reality\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\" title=\"\">You Can Trigger &#8216;Time Expansion&#8217;\u2014Meaning You Can Stretch Seconds and Warp Reality, Scientists Say<\/a> &#8211; &#8220;However, the perception of the speed at which time passes can also vary within our minds. And it\u2019s this mental realm that Steve Taylor\u2014a psychologist at Leeds Beckett University\u2014is exploring in a new paper and a new book called Time Expansion Experiences.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/reason.com\/2025\/09\/29\/ice-doesnt-want-you-to-know-why-they-bought-a-phone-cracking-system\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\" title=\"\">ICE Doesn&#8217;t Want You To Know Why They Bought a Phone Cracking System<\/a> &#8211; &#8220;Immigration and Customs Enforcement (ICE) is quietly building up its ability to spy on Americans&#8217; phones. Earlier this month, the agency activated a $2 million contract with Paragon, a service that offers the ability to remotely hack into someone&#8217;s phone. Last week, ICE entered into an $11 million contract for Cellebrite devices, which allow agents to break into a locked phone in their physical possession.&#8221; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Welcome new visitors! 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